amberwolf7

Every time I have to do something but I don't know how to do it or approach it. Where to start, whatever, I put it off. If I don't want to do it then that's a whole nother story, but for things like my college essays that I really want to have done and no reason why I shouldn't I keep putting them off because it's scary and I don't know how to start!!! I procrastinate way too fucking much and I've tried to fix it but I'm about as unmotivated as they come and it sucks... But on the bright side, I can kinda play Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran on my ukulele now!!!

So it's deer opener. Cold morning, beautiful scenery, lovely snow. We even saw an otter on the road when we came in for lunch! But no deer. Until about 5 pm. I was in my stand and everything was so quite and I kinda zoned out. Either my head was down or I was staring off into the trees, whatever it was, I wasn't really paying any attention. And it was so quiet too! I looked down for a second and my heart started pounding. I was so excited! There, only about 25 yards from me, was this big o' deer! All I registered was that he was close, had long antlers (I'm almost certain it was a spike though), and that I needed to grab my gun. I took just a

I swear he was just here. He was just curled up on my bed, tolerating me smooshing him. Petting his head. He was just barking up a storm at some anti-matter just a few days ago. But he's gone now and I'm so sad. I miss him so much, and I think that Yukie does too. It's in the little things, but I can really tell; Yukie doesn't know what do to with himself, and neither do I. I see opportunity for a new dog or cat, but I don't think I can do it. But I also don't think I can only have my one boy. I had often thought of what it would be like once we lost Harry, and I knew I would be sad, but I never thought that it would be this soon. It all happ